Make the week end!

So.....here I am only a handful of nights before Pat returns home and I feel like I have so much to do, but no motivation to do it. I have accomplished a lot, but the things that really need to get done I keep putting off. I washed and put away all of his clothes the other day which I really enjoyed. I think that was one of the few times in my life I enjoyed laundry. My parents got into town this last weekend and they took the girls for the week up to Virginia. You would think this would be the perfect time for me to get things done, but I haven't. I have enjoyed the peace and quiet with no places to be but it sure makes the days go by slow. My school work is getting the best of me. I started my psychology class last week and have been working non stop to try and get ahead in that class so I'm not stuck in front of the computer working on school once he is home. My degree is already an accelerated major so our classes are only 5 weeks long. I am trying to get a 5 week course done in 2 1/2 weeks. It isn't working so well. I can't even seem to focus long enough to get the reading done. I feel horrible because I am stressing about it so much and all I want to do is get it done. Oh well, I guess I will just have to figure it out and get as much done as I can before he gets back. I'm not willing to ruin my 4.0 GPA because I want to rush through a class. I keep procrastinating to deep cleaning because i want to do that the day before he gets home. Tomorrow I will be taking his car to get cleaned and an oil change and other than the stuff already mentioned, everything is done. I guess it doesn't seem like a lot, but when emotions are high and you can't focus for 5 minutes it seems like an impossible task. Come early next week all of my stresses will be behind me and what doesn't get done will eventually get done in due time. I am ok with the fact that I won't get everything done that I would like too, but at least I have enough stuff to do that I will keep busy. (even if I can't focus.) The last time I heard from his he said it would be the last time until he returned home. I think it is harder now not being in contact with him than it was during the deployment. It must be the fact that I know he is in route home and I just want to know where exactly he is. So for now, this has been a nice rambling session for me and I'm sure it is hard for any readers to follow, but I just needed to get it off my chest and relax a little bit. Hopefully the next time I post on here it will be because I have more exact information. Very soon, but not soon enough he will be home.